My mistake wasn't falling for you, it was thinking you'd fall for me as well. The problem is that, in my mind, I create all these expectations and dreams, but they never translate into reality. I don't know if it's because I fall for the wrong people, or if I just fall too fast. I guess that, since my heart is not used to having someone who will fight for it, It gives itself to the first person who shows any kind of afection, which at times, it's mistaken for love. I would like to blame it on life or love but... I guess I can only blame myself because I always give a little too much too soon. I could pull an Adele and say "I wish nothing but the best for you", but would be a bit cliché. I'm not going to pretend it doesn't hurt because it does, but I can't change someone's heart, specially yours. I'm not going to say I was the right one for you because that's something we'll never know, but I hope that someone else will treat you 10x better than I imagined myself doing it. The first time I saw you, I would have never thought you'd be someone I'd have to miss. You are the last something that ever meant anything to me...
Patrício (11º D)
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